Well, it's Monday. Officially 9 days since I last spoke with the clinic about the trial and I still have nothing in my hands that says I am in. No email, no follow up paperwork, nada! It's still super early, but I am really REALLY hoping to hear from them today with "next steps". I just need something tangible to bank on.
My crazy infertile brain is already playing the fate game. "Don't be too confident that you're in, then something will come up." "If you pretend to yourself that you aren't in, then you WILL be in." Make plans, LOTS of plans for the first week of October. Make plans that require deposits. If you already have good plans, then you will be in the trial. Guaranteed!"